most terrible week

1. outbidded for 2 modules
2. lost my driving book a day before another driving lesson. had to go back to ubi to get the pdl. waited for 2hours. stoning.
3. bahasa indo: from usual 1 point ---> above 300
4. outbidded for another 2 modules. dropped political science (looked gross) and picked up mass com. not crazy about it, but had no choice. (costs one point)

everything that could go wrong did go wrong.

lessons learnt
1. never trust bidding history.
2. gut instinct? what's that?
3. 100 points more after open bidding is not confirmed safe.

lessons i did not learn
1. life lessons
2. risk management
3. basically all lessons that cors crapped out.

@#$%

silver lining
1. i have school on wed only for next week: extended holiday

happy holidays!

i dont feel like going to school anyway.

so is this the trough the christians believe would occur in their life? the point where everything seems to uncontrollably break in to tiny little pieces? oh my gosh. what's next? FAILING my driving exam? hmm perhaps i shall CRASH into someone's car during the test so my bank account will be WIPED OUT? it's close to being wiped out because of all the stuff that i lost AND the fact i have parents who LOVE to deduct money. well, deducting money is a way of disciplining. what a wonderful technique. utterly brilliant.

go out with friends? no, stay at home!

don't go out with relatives? anti social!

parents. ha. add that to the top and you'll get a poisonous concoction.

ahh. God's plan: above all human beings, incomprehensible to most. and me.